perhaps the strangest point in my life was when i got discharged from the hospital after 2 months of no internet access and once i finally got to check my phone everyone was just saying different variations of “in me mums car … brum brum” and .. ., that kind of stuff can fuck a guy up . no context, no explanation .. everyone was already so far into the meme that there was no safety net for someone just working their way back into tumblr. i was lost . and scared.. and confused. bad time in life.